I give up with keeping up with this journal. Y'all will just have to continue to deal with random entries. lol. But things have been good as always. I got my liscens today and I got a kitten! Her name is Mia and she is the sweetest little thing. 

I just want to get extremely drunk and dance all night!

That would be the best.

Goodnight it has been a good night :)

Don't hate me cause im atheist...
Hate me cause I tell the truth which by default makes me atheist
You've been spoon fed belief and you don't even see it
You just absorbed the religion that's native to your region
You can't believe it so you won't believe it
Because the church has taught you that faith belongs in the place of reason
You have 2 sects spawned from Judaism
A regime that might as well have Uday and Kusay with em
With Saddam in the middle clutchin a bomb
Telling you he's gonna use it if you don't touch the Qur'an
With a sister regime to me that's equally obscene
That threatens you with burning hell if you don't feed the machine
Cause if the Bible was written by man, and man is flawed
Then what does that say about the bible or Gawd?
And if that same book was written by a man who wasn't trustworthy
What does that say about the book? Ya heard me?

What makes republicans and democrats any different than bloods and crips?
Absolutely positively nothin.
Bloods wear red, republicans have red states
Crips wear blue, while democrats have blue states
Bloods are right side repubs are right wing
Crips bang left side democrats are left wing
Bloods and crips fight for territory on the streets
Republicans and democrats fight for territorial seats
It's goin down if you catch Mr. Clinton in a Texas town
With nothin but republicans around
He'll go the way of them people George executed
He should've known he was outta bounds
And Snoop aint no safer on 108th and Crenshaw
And they don't care who invents law
He'll see them red flags hangin and them black chucks flamin
There aint no difference between these people its all gang bangin

Memories are just that, memories. There is no way to get those moments back.

Everyday he sweeps me off my feet
With things I never believe will happen
I indulge in him like a savory sweet treat
He is full of surprises and action
He is not someone that you have to ask for
He is given to you without a choice
It is sure that he will not be a bore
He will scream at you in the loudest voice
He can be the most difficult man at times
Yet, all you simply have to do is learn
That the difficulty will decline
And then with understanding your heart will burn
For this man called life you will forever yearn

So I sat down on Lauren's cot that hadn't been set up properly and it came flying down and the metal bar hit me in the back of the head. I might have a concusion. We'll find out eventually.

In 2006 I...
[x] broke a promise
[] made a new best friend
[] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parent[/Guardian's] back
[] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[] pretended to be happy
[] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed my life
[] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[] left the country
[x] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up till sunrise
[x] pigged out over the summer
[x]cried over the stupidest thing
[x]was never home on weekends
[x] gotten into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had someone close to me die
[] had a high cell phone bill
[x] wasted most of my money on food
[] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[x] liked more than 3 people at the same time
[x] became closer to a lot of people

Wow. I haven't updated in the longest time. Things have been really busy for me with school, work, and my social life. School is going good. I hate it but I'm getting good grades for right now so it's good. And my social life has been wild. I have been hanging out with Chase and Lauren for the most part. We go out on the weekends. Normally to a party or the hookah bar and then we spend the night at Chase's or very rarely at Laurens. Other than that nothing special is going on in my life right now. My love life is boring. I haven't had sex in a year and about 5 months now. It's weird. Not that y'all really wanted to know that or anything. 

So we opened our windows because it was a pretty night and now I am being plauged with nat like bugs. If I keep killing them they will eventually all be dead right? Well I swear I have killed like 50 and there still coming!

Something I wrote to one of my friends tonight:

Boys are never worth as much as you think they are. You're beautiful and sweet, no need to let one boy get you down. There are many out there. I don't really know your situation but I have been here, there, and everywhere with guys and if I have learned but one thing it's that it's not worth the stress and sadness. Theres always another guy out there. One that will love you for the awesome person that you are. Most people say that your whole life you will only find one true love and thats not true. There are many people to love and many people who would love to love you. So really don't let one boy get you down. Eventually, you will find another better than the one before.

If I could only follow my own advise. Oh well, it made her feel better.